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entry song: "say it"-voices of theory

[edit#3-monday da 1st-9:55p.m.]

today ended up GREAT :) ;] :D ;D

so after my ANGRY entry below i called up ryen and whaz trippin cus i couldnt find a ride home en i didnt knoe wha tah do! en mah sis whaz bout to bounce to southcenter en said if i didnt hurry up and make up my mind she would leave en i would have no wai to get to bumpershoot at all if i found a ride. den my mom started bitching because she said its a waste of money if i onlee go one day and bought a 2day pass. so i was like FUKK IT and peaced out. anywaiz den it was mass early like 9summin so we went to visit my bro at da cemetary(evergreen washelli) den we went to go buy sum breakfast (krispy kreme donuts) den rolled down to chinatown en bought sum cdS den we went tah southcenter den dey dropped meh off at bumpershoot..yes I WAS ALONE..cus ima 1oner lyke datz :/ anywaiz i goyt in line round 4:30ish den i stood in line till like 6 den i goyt in and dey sat meh wif all dese old ppl since der was one seat left for a 1oner person. so yea den after da break i went down en said wassup to my BIG GLASS OV PEACH LEMONADE den we went to go sit up on da bleachers wif sum homiez..yay was no longer a1one! buh jyeh MASSIVE MONKEYS shouldve won! anywaiz im pissed bout dat... buh anywaiz den after da whole thing MAH BIG GLASS OV PEACH  LEMONADE en sean walked me to QFC where i met up amy who took me home :) now im bout to find all my skoo stuff en practice stuff cus i goyt skoo tomorro fo0z! yea das righ! edmonds district starts da fukken 2nd! buh anyho0z i beh owt..hope sumwun calls meh to at least sai good night.. ;]

<|--D.L .UNITTTTTTTT    ahah fasho das meeh en mah 2nd best guy frend DAVID! i love dat kidd... das a pic ov us at da lass dai ov skoo in our "dance clothes" I WORE A SKIRT IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS :X daym buh jyeh i miss him buh i see him cus he has football en i goytz hip hop buh i still gonan miss him not bein in mah classez :(

HEY DO YOOH GUYZ SEE OUR WHACK ASS yellow YEARBOOKS!!! ughhhh

[edit]

daym ya'll...i feel WHACK...jus straight up STUPID. anywaiz imah start useing mah old so EVERYONE hit meh up at XxLil Lone1yxX frum now onz!

[aug 28]

yo ya'll ima change mah song everyday frum now on! Todaiz song ish "Every Little Step"

daym yo i didnt sleep till like 7summin den i had to freakin wake up at like 11 to get readi fer da daym hawk walk! buh jyeh den marie came over en meeh marie steven thu visalkha en tram walked to skoo en goyt our schedules en lockerz! meeh en marie goyt every single class together en out lockers are righ nex to e.o! dats dope buh kinda bad cus i knoe ima annoy her dis whole year! haha buh jyeh den after da hawk walk i had practice..it was a pretti ok practice besides the fact that only 2grls showed up! one left early and the other isnt even in terrace! so i was like da onlee wun who stuck around who was SUPPOSE to be der! en now iono i tink 1da grls migh quit :( fuckin bummer man! weyl den i came home en ate en shit den mah BESTEST FREND steven came over and watched da VMAz wif meeh :) i miss hangin wif him so much buh todia i goyt to beh wif him mo den usual! buh jyeh -sighz- i hope SOMEONE callz meh tonight *ahem*"so0o"... "WASSUP?"..."iono..."

[aug 27]

las nigh got off da fone at like 5summin almos 6 den went to sleep at like 6summin den woke up todai at bous 2 den went to da rec wif mah bro en saw sum homiez.. broke wif da koo ash grlz khristine en anne! yep anne ish like a teacher yo! shez so patient wif mah uncoordinated ass! haha buh jyeh den i went to mah cussinz house fer her boifrendz bdai get together thing...it was dope.

buh jyeh ya'll knoe whoz heyla koo? JIREH cus hez mah porn star..yea ya'll heard me right! i have my own porn star...

and mah orgasmic brownie ish ryen hahahahah jokez onlee fooz.. buh he ish a BIG GLASS OV PEACH LEMONADE :)

whaz been goin down?

Saturdai:
+ Babiez R Us-mah sis'z baybee registry
+ Everett-Marlinz house 2pik up Joseph
+ Mountlake 9-to watch The Medallion
+ Old Spaghetti Factory-4dinner
+ Everett Mall-2drop off Joseph

Sundai:
+SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP
+ Talked online till like 4in da morning wif lyke onlee Austin, Tanny en Ryen den Austin en Tanny left me :(
+ Talked on da fone wif Ryen
+ SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP :)

Todai:
+boutz tah go swimming tonigh :P ebin doe i cant..i jus hang `round da wall lyke ryen ;] hahah

DID ANYONE [BESIDES THE PPL WHO LEFT COMMENTS] READ MY LAST ENTRY? I WHAZ HYPER BUH HAE DA CHICKEN THANG ISH TRUUUUU

aug.18th-8:02p.m.

daym..im cryin mah ass off... ahhh IMMAH MISS YOOH JACK :*( yooh were der fer meh wen i whaz goin thro stuff.. en no mattah how much smack anywun talked yooh were still mah homie.. yooh alwaiz tell me to fawk allda haterz..and ima keep mah promise..ima keep breaking until yooh come bak...i love yooh so much!! yooh alwaiz pik meh up wen i fall... yooh knoe im alwaiz here...jus a fonecall away swtE... i love yooh so much and i hope yooh have a safe trip..and i hope yooh keep in touch because i love yooh too much to let go of our weird ass friendship haha... yea weyl daym im still crying over dese haters..buh im tryin to keep mahg head up..fer yooh ok? i love yooh..so go blast a dookie[inside joke] lolz..man i love yooh..

daym mayn anoder great person stepping out of mah life...ebin doe he's not dat far..i knoe we aint gona talk fer awhyle..daym mayn he whaz alwaiz der fer meh..in weird wais..its like wen im down hes not there...buh wunce i hit rock bottem and needed a hand to help me up he was there...he was alwaiz there in the worst times..alwaiz stood bai meh ebin doe ppl alwaiz beh talkin trash..man..i goyttah keep dis promise to him..i mean i never planned on quitting breaking buh its jus so fawkin hard cus da haters..buh now no matter how many haterz i have i have to keep going...because i love him too much to break this promise to him..and not jus cus him..its jus iono i alwaiz quit stuff cus haters..and i need to do summin fer meh...and breaking and balling is like hella important to me..ebin doe it dun seem like it..i do love it..hmmm all i goyttah sai is JACK IMA MISS YOOH AND YOOH KNOE IT...BUH IN MAH HEART OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL ALWAIZ STAY..fa sho :*(

//last thoughtz on dis//

daym da lass time i saw him was saturday the 16th at the Northgate battle... :*(